Where is she??!!

I am so damn tired of having to live my life in constant fear!  I am always and forever looking over my shoulder and wondering if today is the day she is going to strike!

I am of course referring to my sibling, the cat, her name is Mandy but I am going to refer to her from now on as the cat, aka the cat from hell, lucifer's spawn, the evil one, etc.

She was the first addition in my mother's life, she arrived 2 years before my daddy and mommy met, then after 2 years of being with mommy and daddy both I came along and she retreated to the far corners of the house.  she was always kind of jealous of me, and she let me know very quickly that she was the Alpha leader in the family, she did this by swiping my nose twice with her razor sharp claws and it took only two times for me to learn my lesson and to stay the distance.

All was well, and she left me alone but then when daddy left, she came around more often, she and I both clung to mom and I think we were just afraid that mommy would leave us too so we never let her out of our sights.  I did not try and get in the way of the cat showing mom love because the funny thing is the cat was kind of anti social when daddy was around but once he left the cat was very attentive and full of love and even brushed up against me from time to time, and I liked it.

she was showing me love for once, and we got along and we played chase sometimes, but then she began to change, it was as if she lured me into a false sense of comfort and love.  

I noticed a few months back that if I had my head on mom's lap, the cat would pounce on her lap and demand attention, if my head was being rubbed the cat would pounce over and put her head in mom's hands and want rubbed, if mom was giving me a treat or a sample of what she was eating , the cat came over for some too.

I was getting pretty sick of this as mom and I have always been one, now the cat wants in on all the action.  but lately, lately she has been evil.  If I take a nap while mom is away, I wake up to find the cat staring at me and it scares me to the point I feel I am about to loose control of my bowels and I think that is what she wants,  mom would be so mad at me if I had an accident in the house and this cat I feel is trying to make this happen via fear.

If I walk into the kitchen the cat comes out of no where and chases me and then swipes at me with her Freddy Kruger like fingernails and that alone makes me want to run through the walls to the safe outside to get away from her, she scares me and for some reason mom thinks she just wants to play and be friends.

Of course she would think this because the cat comes up to me in front of mommy all the time and purrs while rubbing up against my leg, or head.  I stand there in fear and afraid to move for what she will do next, but as long as mommy is watching the cat does nothing but show me love only thing is I know what she is really like when I am left alone with her, and she scares me.

I am looking over my shoulder in fear all the time, afraid she is going to turn into some possessed being and chase me throughout the house until i have a heart attack.

if there was only a way to catch her in the act, I mean, mommy catch her in the act.  Mommy needs to know what the cat is up to.  I may have to create a trap, hmmmm, I will work on that now, and let you know in my next post how things have turned out.  Cats, hmmmph, they say they are sneaky and I personally know from experience and first hand accounts just how sneaky they can truly be!!!!