You can just see the joy in my face as I gaze up with such love and merriment. It is during this time, spring time, that I find myself loving all things around me. Even the air is filled with a myriad of aroma's that wet my mouth and make me want to drool puddles and puddles on the deck.
I am not speaking about romantic love, my love is Jake, I am speaking about the love which equals the depths of being re-born, like loving a new you, spring brings forth new beginnings, life to the dead, it awakens the spirit which has been shut in by the cold and dark winter. I love life, and I love spring because it is a reminder that those things that are in the past and gone, are gone, a new beginning is right around the corner.
Now you may wonder what kind of new beginning can a canine be talking about, well you see, a new beginning means a new city to live in, a new home, being closer to family, helping mommy start her life again, in a new direction, living the adventure, it is fitting that she is planning to move us to another state, to a new home, to be closer to her family, our family, and it is poetic and more meaningful to me that we are about to embark on this new adventure in the spring time. Spring is a metaphor as new bulbs, buds, petals all push their way through the thorns and thickets and dead leaves and dried twigs to reach the sunlight and bloom and blossom.
My mommy and I have been doing this for a very long time, since daddy left, and then since her mommy died, we have endured years and years of long cold winters, but now spring is here, literally here, and mommy has been pushing and fighting her way through all the dead leaves, dried grass, thickets and thorns and twisted and knotted debris that only winter has, to begin to bloom and blossom, she is almost at the point to where all flowers reach the sun and open up and drink in it's warmth.
She is so close right now, and the move and enrolling full time in school will be her breaking through the dark, cold bitter season of heart ache and loss. Through it all, she had me and I have her and together we will set out on this journey and together we will make a happy new home and enjoy all the sunshine life has to offer us. This is why I love spring because not only is it really here but metaphorically is has been a long time coming and I welcome it with open arms.
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