Wow, it is so beautiful up here!!!! I decided to take a short break from my beautiful surroundings and update my blog for my mother. I was so sick since the last entry I was not able to keep up to date on the entries. I had a rare form of tongue cancer. My tongue got pretty big and hard, and it was hard to eat, and I was in pain. I almost made it to the good ole age of 13 and was shy by three months.I had 12.5 great years with my mommy!!! She loved and spoiled me greatly! Even when I was sick, she hand fed me, sometimes I know she scraped her hands on my teeth when she had to put the food far back so I could swallow. I also made the biggest mess on the kitchen floor when I ate. Sometimes it would take her an hour to feed me, clean up my mess, give me the pills, give me water. I made her work hard at taking care of me but she enjoyed it. She truly cherished every moment that she did it. And she never complained when I had the poop accident while she was at work, or when I would wake her up a few times in the middle of the night because I needed my pain pill or wanted to eat or go outside.
She cried a lot and I hated seeing her cry, she loved me like I was her little boy and hell yes!!! I was her little boy! She always said she wished she could have birthed me as she loved me so much! And I believe her!! We did everything together. We went to a nursing home every Sat to visit a friend and made some new ones. We went on lots of walks, mommy never stopped taking me places and doing things with me when she found out I had cancer, as a matter of fact we did more things. She made sure I had my rest, but she also made sure I got to go out and have fun. Car rides, walks, swims, ice cream stops, visits with friends, and I was taken to the dog trainer/sitter when she was at work.
I got to hang out with Kevin and Ubo, and had fun while mommy was at work. All I did was sleep most of the day but I still had fun there. Mommy prayed a lot for God to show her a sign a rainbow, to let her know I would be in heaven and she saw it!!! I always knew I would be in heaven and now she knows for sure I am in heaven and she has stopped crying. She knows we will see each other again!! Mommy created this blog back in 09 when she first thought I had cancer, and she wanted to remember all the fun we had so when my time really did come, she would find comfort in the memories, so I began writing in it and God said I could write some from heaven until my sister feels like taking over for me.
I just want to share some fun things mommy and I did during my last month and a half with her. I think she could use this. She misses me greatly and I see her sadness, just because she knows one day we will meet again, she is still sad and lonely now. I think this will help her. I love God, he is an awesome God, he created me just for mommy!!! It is so beautiful and peaceful here and lots of water to play in. There is this beautiful water fall, and there is a rainbow that arches over it, the water is a brilliant blue with multiple hues, and I run and jump in and swim all day long!!!!!! Actually, it is time for another dip in the water!! So, for now I am going to end this and pick back up with some funny stories to share. Oh and there is a special place for cats in heaven too....wait until I update that part of the blog, sure my sister will enjoy it!!!!
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