I was so happy to see mommy and as soon as the door opened I ran out to her and welcomed her home with lots of tail wags and wet kisses and so much love, when we got home I ran to all of my toys and picked them up one by one in a frenzy as I was so excited and could not decide which one to play with. Mommy was so happy to see me too, she could not get over how much I missed her.
She was smiling from ear to ear and gave me all the belly rubs and kisses and ear rubs I could ever dream of.
My visit with my daddy was minimal to say the least. I actually stayed with my grand pa and grand ma, my daddy did not bring me to his new house with his new family. I stayed with my grand parents and they loved me and played with me and walked me. I am not surprised at all by my daddy not wanting to spend time with me. When he left he just forgot all about the life he built here and walked away and did not turn back, the funny thing is though, he should have looked back because only when you look back can you see a brighter tomorrow. I feel sorry for my daddy, he thinks the grass is greener on the other side, but even his friend who had an affair and left his wife told him that the grass is not greener on the other side. And when he wakes up in the morning he says good morning to his ex wife before he says good morning to his present wife.
So, daddy will forever and always have to live with what he did and accept what he lost because when you turn to an affair as a way to make you happy and do not work on a commitment then you are bound to never be happy and make the same mistakes all over again. It is like running away from a problem, but you can not run when the problem is you. I am not saying mommy and daddy's marriage was perfect, but when you marry a person you say the vows, "For better or worse, for richer for poorer and in sickness and in health" when the marriage needs work you need to work at it, not turn to someone else outside of the marriage as a distraction and then run from your problems. But, anyway, mommy is so much more happier now than she ever was being married to daddy.
She lost who she was in this marriage and since he left she has found herself again and she really enjoys not having anything tie her down, she gave up so many dreams for daddy. So many things were given up for him and he never gave up one damn thing for her. So, mommy has a brand new exciting life ahead of her and in a future post, I will make sure to post the turn of events that my daddy could have shared in had he stayed and worked on the marriage but opted not to instead and that leaves him out of sharing in a wonderful, truly wonderful thing.......it pays to live up to your word like, "I promise to always tell you if our marriage is in trouble, I promise to tell if you if I feel attracted to someone else, I promise to tell you if I am not happy in our marriage, I promise to always work on our marriage and never just walk away." Yes, daddy did not do any of these things he promised mommy.
Instead he cheated twice, then left her and me and now, what he always wanted more than anything else in this world, is about to land in mommy's lap and she is very happy she will not have to share that with him. And I am happy she kept me, because I get to share this with her but more than that, I am glad to have her as my mommy because she loves me so much and takes such good care of me.
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